I don’t know how much vodka I put in this but I’m going to drink it anyway: a memoir
this drink tastes awful but I can’t waste alcohol: a sequel
I’m sending my boyfriend a care package type of thing.
A bottle of Jameson(his favorite)
Peanut butter cups (favorite)
Coloring books (my favorite)
Crayons for coloring books.
& a letter.
Haven’t purged since Saturday!
it probably seems like i cry over stupid shit but tbh i usually end up crying because i’ve stored up all of my upset feelings from multiple things rather than express them and then the littlest thing sets me off like spilling my drink may not be that big of a deal but when i’ve stored up that many negative emotions it feels like i busted a hole in the hoover dam
I feel so anxious today. Like everything was a triggered, I felt shakey and stuff at work. My boyfriend told me, “Everything is going to be just fine. Take a nice deep breath. Hold it. And then let it out, sweetheart” that helped a bit. But he’s not doing well. :( I hate this.
- DO NOT SPEAK TO ME IN A CONDESCENDING WAY
- DO NOT SPEAK TO ME LIKE I’M AN IDIOT
- DO NOT SPEAK TO ME AS IF I’M STUPID BECAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW ABOUT SOMETHING THAT YOU KNEW ABOUT OR BECAUSE I DIDN’T UNDERSTAND SOMETHING THAT’S SIMPLE FOR OTHER PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND
- JUST DON’T DO IT